I TINK I M PMSING.

sth is jus wrong. lately.

i dun feel the mood for christmas at all. seriously.

QUITE THE HAPPY HOLIDAYS _|_

Always say how you feel, because you never know if you'll get that chance again.

habits die hard.

i m still looking at my phone everynite wondering if it will ring or nt

random.

the days past,
how i miss them, the carefree days that i didnt haf to tink abt anitink.
having fun is all i cared.

we hurt others and gt hurt ourselves along the way, the path of growing up.
laughters tt gt carried away by the wind.
and how we sat under the cerulean skies and pondering abt our future.

looking at how things change, places change
and how i change.
or rather how i haf become.

life haf definitely become heavier with more loads.

o shit man, i realized i haven been blogging lately. More like blogging properly lately.

so i guess i shld update a bit.

backpay on the 10th, yay. been waiting for a while. still dun gif i tink i m goin to ask someone to file one letter up already?

things to do for the month:

finish bike lessons.
celebrate christmas and new yr ERR.
clear my room. wtf man nice room i gt here.
bring a certain individual to underwater world. 0.0
drink, drank, drunk.
learn to smile more, NICE FACE i m putting up everyday.

it has realli been a while, isnt it?

the secret.

jus read some archives posts from the other blog.

HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO FORGET EVERYTINK TT HAS HAPPENED.

=(

i need bandages. for my heart

and i lost sth.

最长的电影

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你
慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是
不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎


朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是
不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

life has been peaceful. too peaceful tt it feels...empty.

wad haf i been doin all this while?